Decisions

I’ve always hated making decisions. I think it’s part of my addiction to perfection. Perfection is unattainable, but I have many opportunities in a day to make decisions. So I’ve trained myself to tell the truth. Yes tell the truth to myself and to others. If they ask me what I would like to eat or where I would like to eat, ​I tell them. It isn’t that complicated.
I made a decision not so long ago to stop writing for awhile. I had spent hours perfecting the look of my blog, researching and writing. As many of you know, I like short pieces that are to the point and not too wordy. I reasoned that I could write the same thing on Facebook. In the six months away from Word Press I found what I missed most was the friends I made here. I did find some of you on Facebook, and made the connection. I guess I’ve lost the will to devote the time to a blog. I’ve failed to fulfill a promise to write again.

Live evolves. I’m not getting off, just making room for many different things. Am I happy? Happiness is fleeting; joy has a permanent place in my life. By the by, I haven’t conquered perfection, I gave that up. I rely on the One that is true perfection.​I tell them. It isn’t that complicated.

I made a decision not so long ago to stop writing for awhile. I had spent hours perfecting the look of my blog, researching and writing. As many of you know, I like short pieces that are to the point and not too wordy. I reasoned that I could write the same thing on Facebook. In the six months away from Word Press I found what I missed most was the friends I made here. I did find some of you on Facebook, and made the connection. I guess I’ve lost the will to devote the time to a blog. I’ve failed to fulfill a promise to write again. 

Live evolves. I’m not getting off, just making room for many different things. Am I happy? Happiness is fleeting; joy has a permanent place in my life. By the by, I haven’t conquered perfection, I gave that up. I rely on the One that is true perfection.

5 thoughts on “Decisions

  1. I’ll miss you Meredith. Your family pictures are wonderful. You are going out with a bang. I understand feeling less like writing. My life has filled up with many new things that hold my attention and I am writing less often. Nevertheless I’m not ready to stop.<3

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  2. Millie would agree with you – she doesn’t blog very often, and when she does, she likes to keep it short and sweet. Life’s too short for extensive blogging, especially when you’re a dog! 😉 Love to you and little Nick, from Millie and Pearl xx

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